A Feeling of Dread
I am not brand new to this whole triathlon thing. I started my first in 2005 in Mackinaw City, MI with an extremely daunting 800m swim by the Mackinaw Bridge, an 18 mile bike and a 5k run.

Two of my girlfriends and I decided to tackle it together and learned a lot about ourselves (and each other) in the process. One
of them cried when she saw the swim set up--the buoys were spaced so far apart, you could hardly even see the furthest one out. A feeling of dread overwhelmed me and I wanted to turn around, run to the car, and drive back home to Lansin
g. Then I reminded myself that I am a strong swimmer--I usually swim three times this amount in my swim practices--it just looks really long when it's all put together like this. I realized I had to fight back a few nervous tears. The next morning we carbo-loaded, figured out how th
e heck to set up your bike on the "rack" and psyched ourselves up for the race.
As a kid I was into sports and on a bunch of teams but was alwa
ys right in the middle in terms of ability. I never considered myself competitive. Well, as soon as they blew the horn and throughout the full two hours, this strong, competitive bitch broke into my body and I was possessed.
Swim-Bike-Run

The swim felt really good and when I came out of the water running on the beach among the men in the heat ahead of me, I searched the crowd for my mom. When we spotted each other, she yelped, obviously shocked to see me much sooner than she expected to, and she let out the biggest, loudest, most genuine "WHOO HOO, GO ELENA, OH MY GOD, GO," and I felt like I had been handed that magic little pill that filled me with speed and pride. My big thighs took over the job of carrying me through the streets of Mackinaw City on my rebuilt mountain bike with road tires. I was averaging 19 mph and when the old scared and cautious Elena told me to slow down, take it easy, I said to myself, "hell with you, girl, I'm loving this rush, let me fly!" I felt like a speed racer and every time I passed a guy I was fed another magic little pill. The run wasn't the best--it's never been my strong suite. But I was inspired by the woman in her late 50s, size 14 at least, who passed me coming the other direction--she was on her way back as I was on my way out. She ended up placing 2nd overall and I will never forget the look on her face as she cheered with her kids when her place was called during the award ceremony. Coming in to the finish line I heard my crew with their cow bells and when I came by the screams and cheers turned my legs into feathers and arms into pistons, carrying me to the finish line. I don't recall the exact time but it was about 2:40ish. Damn did I feel great!
Fast-forward three years, a few sprint and olympic triathlons later to mid-April 2009. I've decided this is my year to complete my first half-ironman. To some, no big deal, but to me, it's a huge challenge. So I decided to blog about my training experience. And the first step in committing to this race is signing up for the
Chicago Endurance Sports half-ironman training program, which kicks off in a few short hours. Practices every Thursday evening and Saturday mornings at 7am. Ouch. It's time to get serious.